I am so mad right now, yet confused at the same time. My life is all crashing down around me and it feels as if no one is there to help. I am to the point were i want to just leave everyone and everything behind. Yet in the back of my mind i am yelling not at myself screaming not to do anything. This is so confusing and hurts so much i jsut wish one person would stay and listen long enough to here what i have to say. But i guess that is never going to happen. So once again its just another day.